Loyalty

I had a bad day yesterday. No... actually I had a good day that just turned sour. You ever have that one friend who only calls you only when they want something? Well, me having the biggest heart and me being the friend that I am I'm always there, but when it's time for me to want something in return, it will either take a while or it will never happen. I never talk to this person on the phone too so when he called I looked at the caller id like wtf?

It's crazy cause Jaycee and I were just having a conversation about people and their loyalty the other day. Now look, I run into this situation.

It wouldn't have bothered me that much if I didn't care, but the reality is I do. I stay true and loyal to all my friends and when this particular person questioned me about our friendship it really hurt my feelings. I actually cried... and it takes a lot for me to cry. I need to learn not to build friendships with selfish people. It's not worth my time or energy...

Loyalty is a Leo's number one trait and it's something that I'm always good about.

I left my status on my Blackberry saying "I'm going to bed early. I can't wait to wake up tomorrow and shake off this negative energy. The universe is telling me to quit being such a good friend and having such a big heart... No More Mrs.NiceRara... G.nite". It was cute... George, Christina, Jaycee, and Won BBMed me to see if I was okay. Thanks guys! :)

To cheer me up, Won came over and took me to Rite Aid to get me ice cream and Crown lol. I don't know what it is with women and ice cream, but for some reason after crying ice cream just soothes the soul.



Won and I were each others venting buddies. I appreciate friends like him. It's not often someone will go out of their way to bring you ice cream and cheer you up. It was cute too cause the other day Jaycee was telling me how good of a friend Won is to him, and last night Won was telling me how good of a friend Jaycee is to him LOL! At least I know I'm friends with guys who are loyal to each other... shiet! :)

Anyway, I fell much better today now that I relieved myself from that negative energy. Plus, Won left me the Crown HAHA! Thanks Won! :)